.I adore my lonely world.
.No sympathies please.
.Leave me alone or get lost.
.I wont hear the end of it.
.So dun bother.
.LEAVE.
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Name--SSLAG[Stacey Shemaine Lee Ann G]
Class--3E3-06'
Age--14 Yrs Old
Birthday--12 Aug 1991
Likes?--Workaholicking, sleeping, music blasting, slumber parties...ect.
Dislikes--Wannabes, vulgaric-speaking-plp...ect
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
SThis day is so solemn. Yes. Indeed it is. I so stressed. In school, at home, while dining, it seemed almost everywhere. I failed quite a number of subjects. I wasn't the least please of those single digit resut. It's totally an eyesore. Well, that's the fact. I shall face it then. I really missed blogging. -miss-it seemed. In fact, i dont really know what to blog. Yes. like my old sayings -blog for the sake of it.
I've heard that running away from problems would not solve the solution. I doing it these days -running. yes. non-stop. I'm so exhausted. I dont think i can give 100% to all the stuff that i do. No longer had the consumed amount of energy left to even ease my heart. It's been rather lost and empty these days. That pump of mine breath sorrows and pumps its hell out of me. Who knows, within these few second while typing, i'll see stars and weird colours in the air. Next, break down and KABOOm. Totally music to the ears. I want to be like that. I'm desiring for that moment.
Come back home. as usual. Totally didnt have the nerve to shout or whine abt the weather anymore. I just slump onto the comfy couch and doze off right away. I didnt want to wake up. I hate the world it is now. Despise it! Detest it! or whatever bombastic vocab you use to express angst. Dump my schoolback at its place, till daylight. I wouldnt be bothered to zip it open and feel those blood-sucking books. That even had those cheeks to rip my brain nerves off.
Yes. the folks lecture me of my behaviour. So? that doesnt changed me at all. I DONT wanna face those studies. I turn my back on my job as a student. Reality indeed bothers me. I shut it off my world for a while. Yes, just for a while. Wont that be okay? ... I hate my dreadful body now, suffocating from lack of air in my room. I walked to the bones of the windows and pushed it all to the other side. Breath in the pleasant air. It felt refreshing. Some proportion of my energy is revived. Still, Some sleep would do me good. I followed my heart's will. Off i go, drowning my bed with audible snores.
-lonely world
DEAD (4th post)darn. i'm slow
SThis day is so solemn. Yes. Indeed it is. I so stressed. In school, at home, while dining, it seemed almost everywhere. I failed quite a number of subjects. I wasn't the least please of those single digit resut. It's totally an eyesore. Well, that's the fact. I shall face it then. I really missed blogging. -miss-it seemed. In fact, i dont really know what to blog. Yes. like my old sayings -blog for the sake of it.
I've heard that running away from problems would not solve the solution. I doing it these days -running. yes. non-stop. I'm so exhausted. I dont think i can give 100% to all the stuff that i do. No longer had the consumed amount of energy left to even ease my heart. It's been rather lost and empty these days. That pump of mine breath sorrows and pumps its hell out of me. Who knows, within these few second while typing, i'll see stars and weird colours in the air. Next, break down and KABOOm. Totally music to the ears. I want to be like that. I'm desiring for that moment.
Come back home. as usual. Totally didnt have the nerve to shout or whine abt the weather anymore. I just slump onto the comfy couch and doze off right away. I didnt want to wake up. I hate the world it is now. Despise it! Detest it! or whatever bombastic vocab you use to express angst. Dump my schoolback at its place, till daylight. I wouldnt be bothered to zip it open and feel those blood-sucking books. That even had those cheeks to rip my brain nerves off.
Yes. the folks lecture me of my behaviour. So? that doesnt changed me at all. I DONT wanna face those studies. I turn my back on my job as a student. Reality indeed bothers me. I shut it off my world for a while. Yes, just for a while. Wont that be okay? ... I hate my dreadful body now, suffocating from lack of air in my room. I walked to the bones of the windows and pushed it all to the other side. Breath in the pleasant air. It felt refreshing. Some proportion of my energy is revived. Still, Some sleep would do me good. I followed my heart's will. Off i go, drowning my bed with audible snores.
-lonely world
