Sunday, July 16, 2006Shiawase...
The happiest days i ever had. Its sunday, July 16th. Lolx. Actually this entry was for last 2 days back--Friday 14th--. Can't help it! lolx.. im just procastinating as usual. Being a slug lying around this summer. It has been a long time since i ever blog. lolx. Dont ask why. Because i hated blogging from the start. Just because, that friday is significant, so i decided to blog about it.
OBS--- filled with regrets. But...
Haha.. i didnt get to go Obs cuz im medically unfit, what a shame..i stil felt little regrets of not going. it wasnt because -"my friends were there, i didnt join them... and they are going thru hell while im slacking around shying away from the event" --. You think i dont wanna go? i wanted to so soooo much! Its not i dont wanna go its that i cant go. People around me in the hall are so heavenly blessed for being able to go. And they just waste their chance by choosing "NO". Those are the few lucky brats... who never appreciate chances like that. It's too bad. The decision were theirs, i have no rights to interfere...
If i had some special abilities like switching bodies, I would surely make full use of the chance.
BUT! BUT. Though we, leftovers, are sort of "jailed" or maybe "locked" in hall for self-study. Moreover, we've gotta stay back at the i-hub. That's exactly adding grieve to our wound. Yeah, i didnt really like the idea at first. No. i Dont even like it at all. Not the least.
I cherish those 5 days. I love it. Though everyday was " *sigh*... i wanna go OBS... how's the people over there..." I'm always thinking about OBS ...OBS and OBS!!!!
I so wanted to go. I'm dying to go for that ! Even though i knew its no point thinking about it since its over, the bus left many dozen of hours ago.
Those 5 days without the usual people around me.(people i always hang out with) It felt rather relaxing. I just dont know. I felt the people i dont really hang out with, sort-of like acquaintances. Those people appreciate me more than my closer friends, reciprocally, i appreciate them as much. It just goes to feel that way. Weird eh? And i felt rather stressed when hanging out with those people who were closer to me. I can just do whatever i wish to do. Just didnt have to think so much about things that bother me alot durinG those normal days(too lazy to explain to you. I know it myself can alrdy) lt so happy that way. And that's how the 5 "boring days" went by.
I could really rank those 5 days my happiest days in 2006. Time moves on, It'll be a memory. Thanks for all those fun days people(WCJLJS) ! The days couldnt be happier than my OBS days? maybe. IF, Im able to go to OBS, who knoes i might feel even better...
-lonely world
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